Music and Me

I want to learn it all!!! I just have this HUGE hunger for learning music. I'm no longer content just to play it. I want to know how it's all put together. I want to learn how to make my own. I WANT TO LEARN! One day I'll be able to go back to school. I can't bring myself to regret staying home and being Mommy for the past twelve years. I'm where I am supposed to be. There isn't any other job in the world more important than mine. But oh how I want to learn! I know right now, in this economy where teachers are losing their jobs left and right, going to school for music ed seems totally foolish. I don't care. I just want to learn. Oh well, I'll just keep at it as I can. I can continue to teach myself until I'm not needed as much here. That will truly be a mixed emotion day when all my little ones are off to school, and I have the days to myself. I'll probably "weep like a bathtub overflowing." I'd better get to treasuring what time I have left with my little ones, and not wish it away too fast.